A very short princess phase
Really I just wanted to astound people. Stop time. Take them on journeys
So that’s what I should do! I do that with speaking
But doesn’t art do that, too? Arrest people?
I think beauty is important. I want to make that. I think people can live a long time if they’re affiliated with art. The art scene is kind of a mocrosinfulaoty.
I’m trying to absorb information. Remember things. Learn about fashion
With fashion you wear your character on your sleeve. It’s a sign of fitness. The way I get treated when I look nice is astounding
I’m in Helsinki Finland sitting in a park
A park that looks just like the park blocks
But there are actual citizens here. It’s a safe place to hang out. To chat, to see the sun, and to have lunch.
I haven’t made it to the water yet. I stopped by a design shop and ate a free lunch.
I picked up a nice Italian bag made out of an old pillowcase. I realize patterns and textures are amazing. I should find things with both beauty and function
And perhaps I should go to art school
I could probably get into Stanford now. That could completely change my reality; as well as whom I might be able to date
I think it’s great that Gabe actually likes me and understands me. It’s important to move up and move on. I’m concerned in one way and happy in another
And I wonder if I should rent the nice place in Boston that’s up for grabs. I could definitely make a lot of good food and have a lot of dinners and meet ups there. It would be totally nice. Would I be able to keep all of the furniture, too? That could be very neat.
I wouldn’t have a Gabe, but perhaps I wouldn’t have a Gabe anyway. Why am I renting in a run down house? Why not a piece of design? I need to live somewhere beautiful. Right? Good neighborhood, good architecture, good job. Pick them. Figure it out.
I like my job right now. It’s a good thing. I wonder if there’s a better job out there for me? No. This is what it is! I could afford an 850k property if I needed to. In LA? Yes. Don’t stop until you can buy what you love. And plan accordingly!
I think I don’t understand why Gabe to a liking to me, but I need to be truer to myself. Then things will be okay.
Arrest people with truth. Tell the whole truth. Explain how you feel. Increase your clarity, not just vocabulary. Be descriptive
This is how the South Park block should be. A thoroughfare! A sunny place! A walkway, a place to stop! Gosh it is nice out today. I could just sit here on this park bench and write!
Loneliness is lethal, but you can be happy with good design.
Purple, navy blue and grey?
Q mother and daughter walk by with matching ankle boots bright white
I don’t know where to put the descriptor for best effect
I wonder if I should do the banff writers residency. It could prove to be helpfulZ But I don’t want to be back up there in the cold. I should do it in august, when nothing is going on and everything is too hot.
You get to a level where you’re not even expected to see any of the talks anymore. You’re just there for press. They are always surprised if you stick around any longer. Never mind that you can school all of the other speakers anyway. You are the keynote.